THIS IS MY PRAYER

God, this my cry out to you!
There is no other that would ever listen.
Everyone tells me I should feel ashamed.
But, I am not... I live my life and make it beautiful.

Even though my past is full of tragedies,
I've learned so much in my lifetime.
I cry a little every morning.
That is why I search for your face.

I'm tired of crying myself to sleep at dawn,
For I cannot get sleep at night.
Help me!
Save me from this awful dungeon.

Nothing is clear anymore.
Sometimes I feel like I can no longer feel
The fresh air beat against my face.
I no longer notice the bright light from the stars.

But, maybe tomorrow.
Is it possible for my world to come alive again?
I want to fly and feel the clouds gently kiss my face.
I want to love.

Can I ever see nature clearly again?
Everything quits on me now.
I just want to scratch away my past.
Help me, please?

I am here trying to bring you this sweet song.
I try to count my numberless days.
Each and every one in my future is sad and lonely.
I will be alone all my days.

Except for you,
You are always with me.
AMEN